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I hate this feeling of not being able to do anything with my life. No money. No job. I feel so stuck. Yes i know...the economy sucks and there are a lot of people go through this...especially those who've graduated from college. I just... I'm so tired. Tired of being yelled at and feeling as if I don't do anything right. Whether I don't call someone or don't do the kitchen. Sometimes it's just like leave me alone. I don't know. I'm tired of life right now. I'm just tired. Maybe I should run away and just start over. I'm always in the wrong somehow. it's always my fault when something goes wrong. Sigh.

Tears heal the wounds of a mending heart. I shed a few tonight over you while driving home. It's been awhile. No not a day or even a week. A good month and a half I'd say...maybe even 2, but that would probably be pushing it. I'd go with a month or so. Sigh.