It's hard to say where I am right now. I'm at this point of just letting go, and allowing for whatever to be-be. I've grown tired of worrying about what will happen in the future. I know deep down in my heart what I desire, and what I want to happen but I've learned that sometimes those desires may not become a reality. I'm learning to keep an open-heart and open-mind to what may come my way. If I stay so focus on one thing, I feel like I'll miss out on so many other opportunities. Not saying I want to go dating around and stuff. There's only one person I feel is for me, but due to other circumstances and such it's really hard to know for sure of what may come of us. She's someone I love and care about so much. It scares me sometimes of how much I love her. Not so much being scared of loving her but just to the degree of how much I love her. It's hard to explain.
She makes my heart flutter every time I see her name on my caller id. When she texts me, just to let me know that she's thinking of me. She just means so much to me.
So by just living one day at a time and giving up my fears up to God each morning, I feel a great sense of peace. It can be overwhelming at times, this feeling of peace but I've learned to accept it and just rest in it. The world is filled with so much turmoil and this gift of peace is something that I need to start cherishing and stop questioning.
So on this day I want to encourage you to live in the moment. As hard as it is (speaking from experience) that's all you really can do. Tomorrow has enough worries of its own. God wants us to live out each day to the fullest, and we really can't achieve if we worry about what tomorrow brings.
LIVE LAUGH LOVE :*
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