Is jumping out on faith, praying that God will be there to catch you. For the longest you think,that you can handle it all. That you have it all together. When in actuality you're digging yourself an even deeper hole, by holding on. I held on to something; to some,it may feel like a short period of time. When in actuality it may have been to long. Through all the ups and downs, it's like I should have let go a long time ago, but something kept me holding on. But everything happens for a reason. Now that I've finally made the choice to let go, I know it's going to get better. I jumped out on faith, and I know God is there to catch me. He's been waiting all this time,for me to just have faith in Him that everything will be okay when it's all said and done. My relationship with God is so much more important, then the hurt I put myself through these past few months. Grant it, there were a lot of good times but I feel those bad times were the ones that broke me in the end. It took me losing two of my closest friends to realize the seriousness of what I was doing. I have a blanket of problems, like so many other people. I had to let go in order to deal with them, and make me into a better person.
Some may think it's dumb, but who cares what people think. I'm looking out for me. I'm standing up for me. I feel like a lot more people should do the same, but you're going to do what you're going to do. I know it's hard to let go, but sometimes it may be what's best for you in the long run. Hurt and pain won't last forever. Just keep swimming like Dory says, and everything in the end will be alright. Just Have Faith.
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