So I broke my promise this morning and cried. I know you said you're not worth my tears, but it hurts to much to try and hold it all in. I don't want to have a meltdown one day, because I didn't deal with the pain that I'm feeling now. Everyone says it's going to be okay. I'll get through this(and they're all right in saying that, because it is true), but it's still a lost and something I have a right to grieve over. I try to be happy, and do things that make me happy whether it's painting or playing the keyboard but sometimes crying is the only way. So I'll cry when I feel it to be necessary... and dry my tears. With each tear cried there is healing.
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